My name is Melinda. I'm 16 and a junior in high school, aka the worst year I'll ever live. Just to warn you my thoughts are very sporadic, this will probably be the most unorganized post you have ever read. Basically my life consists of dancing, being way too emotionally involved in books and movies, and wreaking havoc with my 4 best friends on the weekends. I hang out with pretty much 4 people. Brittany, Morgan, Jamie, and Tony. I moved here 3 years ago and if you would have asked me what my biggest wish was then I would have said I just wanted to move back to my old school. Now my feelings have completely changed.
I feel like I can be more myself with the friends that I've made at this school than I could at my old school. I don't think I could ask for better friends. Morgan and me are basically the same person in two different bodies. Brittany and me are the same in a lot of ways, I tell her everything. Jamie is my partner in crime. We are OBSESSED with One Direction. Tony on the other hand is not only my best friend, he is also my boyfriend. He is pretty much the best thing in my life right now. I can honestly say I love him with all my heart, I've never thought that about anyone else, I tell him everything. Okay, Okay. Enough of the lovey dovey my life is perfect thing, because it is far from it. Even though I'm happy with Tony I can't see him when I want to because my mom and her boyfriend don't "approve" in other words they don't like his skin color. Our situation sucks, but the fact that he still wants to be with me knowing how my family is, makes me love him even more. But hey, I only have about 1 and 1/2 years till I start college so I can tough it out right?? Well I hope so... I know my mom loves me, sometimes she just doesn't see that for me to be happy she has to get past her own...judgmental views. My whole school career has been based off of the fact that I wanna go to the best college I can. That being said I am drowning in my classes this year. So if after you finish reading this you feel the need to keep up with my life, just be prepared to hear me bitch and whine about how hard my classes are. My life is not great, but it doesn't completely suck either. Welcome to my world. Enjoy your stay. :)
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